The True Place for Words
by Jason Rutherford
Greetings and Peace be upon you my Essene Brothers and Sisters:
This is your brother, Jason, once again fellowshipping with you in heart and soul, bringing to you words of good news in the hopes that I may touch you with inspiration. In appreciation for granting me an audience, bless you.
I was on the phone with my Mother, peace be upon her, just as I returned back to the cell block from federal court in Oklahoma City. Never do I move outside this cell block without guard and shackles from head to toe, and bright orange shirt and pants. So returning back to a small 16 man section of the jail is always a relief.
My mother greeted me with her usual sweet “Hi.” that only a mother can give, along with a “How are you?” I look forward to these few minutes of contact with those I love. The calls are very expensive here so we usually talk for 3 to 5 minutes but it's enough for me.
However, this phone call was different, for my Mother had something to say to me. So we went the whole 15 minutes, but boy was it worth it. She started to tell me about a dream that she had about me, and here is what she said; “I was walking down a corridor that had doors on one side and a door at the end. Just through the door you were standing there smiling. You had golden glow around you and I never seen you so peaceful looking. I didn't say anything – I didn't have to. You laughed and said, 'You see, Mom! I told you they got it wrong. All these dogmas and stuff, they got it all wrong! He didn't write his word in books on paper... He wrote it in our hearts.' At that point, I woke up and I can't describe how it made me feel,” she ended.
My mother, Linda, was given a huge revelation. You see, the complicated issue with her is she is a woman who has experienced a great deal of pain throughout her lie. As a result, she long lost her belief in God, for just like a lo of reborn atheists, it is a complete false belief to think God creates misery for us because of sin. We have been taught through posterity to believe this fairytale that the ruling ideologies have instilled in us. As a result, we have the Atheist. However, we know the truth, don't we? The negative energies our fellow man generates creates negative conditions. We are what creates sin that brings about a response, and nine out of ten times it effects somethone else. Peter asked, “What is the sin of the world?” The savior replied, “There is no such thing as sin. Rather you yourselves are what produces sin when you act in accordance with the nature of adultery, which is called 'sin.'”
(Mary 3:2-4) This is what is called “cause and effect.” In my next paper I will toch on this, (Please see: Peter's Question) fut for now the point is that losing one's faith in the Heavenly Father, Praise hee, s a departure from rational thought.
Our fellow atheist brothers and sisters are not evil, at least the ones I know aren't. My mother is one of the sweetest people I know, and not just because she's my mother, but because of her nature. My Brother, Victor Landa, peace be upon him, knows this as well, for if it were not for my mother, me and Victor might never have met and you, the reader, might never have read this. She found the Essene Church of Peace for me and also acted as a liaison for our email communications. She has also done extensive online research for me as well as sent me many books that have broadened my understanding and led me to a greater appreciation of the Mother and Father's divine plan for me.
So, because she is an atheist, is she damned to fire and brimstone? Is she going to hell for not believing God manifested himself as a man, or because she smokes or don't pray three times a day? Absolutely not! She is doing God's work in her own way. She would feed all of you if you were hungry. She writes beautiful poetry and created lovely handcrafted quilts for others enjoyment free of charge. For it is said in James, “What good is it if someone says he has faith bu does not have works? Can that faith save him? (James 2:14) Your works are weighed more than your attendance in church. “You will recognize them by their fruits. Are grapes gathered from thornbushes or figs from thistles?” (Mtt 7:16)
My mother, Linda, is stacking up good chi (karma). My works with her assistance are going to bring her future blessings. You heard the story of the faith of a centurion? (Mtt. 8:5-13) His faith was enough to heal his servant, just as ours heals others. Works, faith, love. “If you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, 'Be uprooted and planted in the sea' and it would obey you.” (Luke17:6) Never underestimate your power, my Brothers and Sisters, for the Kngdom of Heaven is all around you, the rewards are endless. Now let us break down my mother's dream to enjoy the mystery.
“I was walking down a corridor that had doors on one side and a door at the end.” This corridor she describes is almost like the corridor outside our cell block that has doorways on one side and a single doorway at the end. “The way of the guilty I crooked but the conduct of the pure is upright.” (Proverbs 21:8) This part had two meanings. It, in one way described my current surroundings, and second it shows the many crooked paths, with only one door being the upright, the door straight ahead.
“Just through the door you were standing there smiling.” Through the straight door called narrow “for the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life and those who find it are few.” (Mtt 7:14) for she has found the straight narrow gate and for that me and her are both blessed. Me smiling is joy in the works and faith.
“You had a golden glow around you and I never seen you so peaceful looking.” I recently heard an ancient Egyptian psalm that completely summed up this portion. It says, “Father sun, whose golden disc is the symbol of the inner light, touch our hearts with you sacred fire at the dawning of this new day. As you ascend in the Heavens inspire us to follow you so we may rise in ascension and dwell always in the Realm of Light.” (I read this psalm in a ook called, The Essenes, by Stuart Wilson & Joanna Prentis. The psalm is on page 45).
The golden glow was the father's golden disc, whih signifies the light within. Some call this a numbus. By touching our hearts we smile and we laugh in joy.
“I didn't say anything. I didn't have to.” She knew for she felt it with her heart.
“You see, Mom! I told you they got it wrong. All these dogmas and stuff. They got it all wrong! He didn't write his word in books on paper... He wrote it on our hearts.'” What does the Essene Gospel of Peace teach us? “God wrote not the laws in the pages of books, but in your heart and in your spirit.” (Essene Peace 5:10) This was wisdom given to her for her works, not for her presence within a bug stone church where, “I tell you truly, that the scripture is the word of man, but life and all its hosts are the work of God.” (Essene Peace: 5:15)
Let us now rest and reflect on the gifts given to us in this brief journey. Let us be like my mother, Linda or the centurion who are measured by good acts and not by religious ideologies. Let us visualize an abundance of blessings for her, and all those who serve peace and life.
And finally, my beautiful Brothers and Sisters, never forget to, “Preach by example. Worship through service.”
Peace be with You,
Jason Rutherford
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